I have neglected you
I have been neglecting you; leaving you on the play equipment. I am working on getting my website up, so I say but really, I have been avoiding that too. I have far too much work, the task is so BIG! How did I ever find the time to produce so much? ERGH! But eventually it will be done.. oh yes it will be done.
Anyhow.. here are some words and some junk* reference, I have not any of my own images to put up today and I wont bother explaining why.
*I mean junk in the most wonderful way. I hold junk in high esteem.
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I can see a man with a hard hat and a prodding tool hammering at the ground behind an overgrown bush.
The old terrier waits for its hobbling master.
He leaped from the top and turned to powder as he hit the ground. Did he know what he was doing? Or was it an anti-reality; a mind game behind minds eyes?
He once knocked at a strangers door with humble and courteous gestures then turning and walking away without a goodbye. What happened to your hat?
She shoud not have.. she should not have.. but she is an angel shrouded in white light and foreign cable ties. Divine spirit with an aura explosion like a broken water maine busting out of the ground pipes and spurting up into the air, the cool summer-like air.
I hate this waiting, this will it happen? will it not? Each time I hear something. It’s as though there is the surge and I wait for the wave but my perceptions are mistaken and the wave is several hundred metres away, riding past and crashing somewhere else. And the sensation is not there. This sounds sexual, it is not… unless you will it.. hubbadubbabubububububba[uh]
<-Let it fruit, let it flower. O please let it flower! ->
The particles float- caught by the sun as it smashes through the glass.
[The sky blue]
Count your footsteps- trap yourself in the moment.
The dust gathers..
And the fur atop of its tiny little head shudders as it’s caressed by a giant hand.
[CANCER- Respite Care- Non-operational]
It’s legs a’twitching in the artificial breeze and it sure is hot around here. About to topple over and succumb to its own demise, purposefully with determination as it is expected of the species and everything else around it.
“Do not pick me up, I am warning you!” She says “Gravity will weaken and then die and I will fall upward out into the sky!”
[The succulent breathes]
We laugh and sit on wet red brick.
The clouds are monstrous organs moving like soluble fibre through the great gut of the sky.
And the little birds harass the crow as he jumps about in annoyance “Do not bother me young one, I am working on my wisdom, let me sit beneath the tree awhile longer, please!”
I hear its call, I’ve heard it for years but I know not what it looks like and have never questioned it prior to now.
Dripping down hot flesh in fury with cookies and cream.
The flies breed in the scraps- the drawers are empty waiting for the trash. Tiny breeding husks like dots; pinholes in black satin sky.
The blankets curled up from the mortein attack- invaders shrouding themselves with cigarette smoke and wild stallions legs.
They walk to the next mountain top and await the rains.
But the rain in Spain stays mainly on the plain.
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I may as well give up the idea of being an artist now, quit art. How can I possibly compete with this:










